I Like Watching the Puddles Gather Rain.

But there's no rain.
Just cold.
And snow...on the ground, that won't freakin' MELT ALREADY!
STAR events this weekend.
Wow.
And I didn't even realize.
And we haven't even started on our display yet, let alone our speech.
And it's already Tuesday!
Why is it that when you need time, it flies;
But when you're waiting for something, it tortures you by dragging by as slowly as possible?
Maybe it just likes to watch people squirm.
That's definitely what I'm doing right now.
I'm too lazy to have such a busy schedule!

Organize and lead Invisible Children Club on Mondays,
Archery on Tuesdays,
FCCLA on Wednesdays,
Now STAR events coming up,
and homework!

I am just... too lazy to motivate myself to do anything.
That's going to change soon.
I can at least motivate myself to change that.


What made me think I could do all of this?!
Maybe next year,
I won't do anything.
Nothing at all.
Just...
sit.
But no, watch. Next year's going to be worse.
I always dish out more than I can handle.
And then I let people down.
What's wrong with me?!